Wow…. Derek. I was thinking about almost exactly the same scenario you described, that happened to me earlier this year. Suddenly everything unravelled in an almost identical scenario… I could feel your pain in every sentence AND your gratitude from mindful awareness; how sitting with the pain through this process and learning not to cling to what something wasn’t (even fully there if that males sense), even in the first place. Your comment about overlooking the warning words in the first conversations - running away when things get a little tough. My situation was very similar; i looked past similar warning words and periods of silence that had that tense edge and sudden distance in them that you described very well. I also brushed them off. Today i was thinking maybe it could have been this or that if i had asked this further question etc. But, it just wasn’t. Like you I also wish the one I briefly touched souls with, light and love on their journey. My own beginnings of mindful awareness tell me that my own more compatible light and love may be yet to come. Thank you and the universe for this synchronicity today. 🙏🏻
Wow…. Derek. I was thinking about almost exactly the same scenario you described, that happened to me earlier this year. Suddenly everything unravelled in an almost identical scenario… I could feel your pain in every sentence AND your gratitude from mindful awareness; how sitting with the pain through this process and learning not to cling to what something wasn’t (even fully there if that males sense), even in the first place. Your comment about overlooking the warning words in the first conversations - running away when things get a little tough. My situation was very similar; i looked past similar warning words and periods of silence that had that tense edge and sudden distance in them that you described very well. I also brushed them off. Today i was thinking maybe it could have been this or that if i had asked this further question etc. But, it just wasn’t. Like you I also wish the one I briefly touched souls with, light and love on their journey. My own beginnings of mindful awareness tell me that my own more compatible light and love may be yet to come. Thank you and the universe for this synchronicity today. 🙏🏻